Have needles, can travel.

Let me begin by saying I have finally calmed down, stopped cursing, and am making up with my computer (I admit to beating it a little) after a lengthy and thoughtful posting just evaporated into thin air.  I've got a wavering wireless signal right now and lost EVERYTHING I'd spent 2o minutes reflecting on when I went to publish my post.  Argh.  I'll try again but warn this post will not be nearly as witty or eloquent as my last! 

In any case, I'm out of town for the weekend and brought my knitting with me, as I'm apt to do these days.  As I sat on the beach I was first struck with how strange it was to be knitting some woolly scarf-like thing while sitting in a bathing suit in the sun.  It then dawned on me just how very cool it was that I could engage in my creative skill under such circumstances, all the while checking that my children weren't drowning in the surf AND talking with a friend.  I've spent a good bit of time reflecting on my creative process since this project began and realize how much the circumstances of my life dictate what I can and can't devote time to right now.  I'm enrolled in a full-time doctoral program, on a serious budget, and in the company of my two young sons more often than not.  If I'm going to do anything creative with regularity it has to fit into my life as it is.  I must say knitting really does meet the criteria I've unconsciously established (what a creative problem solver I am!).  These criteria are as follows: 1) Inexpensive 2) Able to be undertaken while with kids 3) Can be stopped and started with ease -- little preparation or cleanup, not susceptible to frequent interruption 4) Can be done anytime, anywhere

I'm also pleased to find that I must be getting better.  The wind was whipping my yarn around like crazy today, yet I was still able to keep up with it all.  I've also found myself getting more adventurous (dare I say creative?), planning different combinations/styles I'd like to try. Lastly, I've had two instances recently where I was able to turn an error into something I'm pleased with.  Despite my progress, I'm getting a bit nervous about our final presentations.  When I selected knitting I imagined some long, lovely scarf I'd present to the delight and awe of the class.  Alas, what I'll likely have are a couple of holey, asymmetrical, ugly-colored swatches.   Perhaps I should see if I can find any mittens or scarfs on sale that I can claim as my own....