Monday, February 16, 2009

Who drank my creative juices?

   I've been losing a bit of my creative steam lately.  It'd been almost a week since I'd picked up the old knitting needles, and things had  gotten to the point where I'd guiltily avert my eyes when walking past the bag I keep my knitting things in.  Every day I didn't knit I'd find myself feeling increasingly guilty about not staying on the ball (no pun intended), and the guiltier I got the harder it was to get started again.  What a strange phenomenon.  
   I woke up Sunday and decided if I did nothing else all day, I would absolutely, positively knit!  I set myself up outside and a pleasant experience unraveled (what is it with the knitting language?!).  In general, it's much easier for me to knit then when I started.  The needles no longer feel so awkward and unfamiliar, which allows me to enjoy the repetition -- it's a relief to have time for my mind wander!   After my initial plunge I found myself picking up my stuff off and on all day.  I hope to keep up with my progress this week.  Does anyone know if you can take knitting needles on an airplane these days?  I've got a four hour flight this weekend and could take advantage of the free time. 
     I have had one creeping concern about the actual "creativity" involved in what I'm doing right now.  Yes, I'm creating something in the truest sense, but as I look at my plain little pink rows there doesn't seem to be anything new or interesting here, no novelty or originality.   I'm suspicious that there's an exact replica (though probably a good bit better) of my yucky pink knitting somewhere else in the country.   It just doesn't seem very inspired, which has me once again questioning how I define "creative".  

1 comment:

  1. One way to keep your juice flowing. Or to make sure that you have actual juice in your glass. Um. Creativity can be extracted by the method(s) you use to inspire yourself, to learn about it, or to motivate yourself to start back up again. Even if you don't feel that you're producing a creative product, the way in which you go about it can be as creative as you'd like.

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